U G L Y

You see mostly everyone on their social media post only the beauty but not the ugly?

Yeah me too.

But today I cried ugly. My husband asked why I was crying and I couldn’t give him an answer. I didn’t know why I was crying- still don’t.

Ok I don’t have a point to this story.

I just wanted to share with you a little bit of ugly.

It’s Time

We don’t know anything about time.

When people say, “oh it’s perfect timing“-they mean …

that whatever happened at the time it happened, happened at a time that was convenient for them not even aware of God’s timing.

God’s time seems not so perfect to us as humans, but it is PERFECT and it is the GREATEST time of all.

I now look at my life and see that everything fell into place at God’s perfect time. I did throw some tantrums here and there because I thought God didn’t know what He was doing.

All though this is not the end I cannot help but rejoice that I haven’t taken time into my own hands.
At a perfect time I traveled, I have found the man of my dreams and after a couple of careers I finally found the career I enjoy.

P.S.

Between you and I, being a step mom is wonderful BUT I am relying on God’s perfect timing to have a child of my own.