Category: 🏰 The Room with the Soft Walls

Poetic diaries and whispered secrets

  • Meant for More

    I miss my husband.The warmth of him,The steadiness,The kind of love I was meant to grow in. I want a man’s loveBut not just any love.A Godly man’s love.One that sees me.One that honors me.One that stays. I’m so lonely.Some nights it echoes like a prayerI’m too tired to pray.I feel I was meantTo be…

  • The Shift

    They say it gets better.Like that’s supposed to mean somethingwhen you’re shattered on the floor.When it feels like your chest’s caving inand you can’t breathewithout choking on memories. It gets better.What a fucking joke.They say it like a magic spell,like I’m supposed to believe themwhile everything inside meis screaming. But thenwithout warninga day comes. And…

  • Dear Joseph,

    I attempted to cook the Baked Ziti today. I remember telling you that if I ever got really upset with you, all you had to do is make me this dish and all is forgiven. I guess you forgot. I did everything correctly. I put the oven to 400°, I added the extra spices you…

  • I’m both shattered and broken This is how  you made me feel now  You ripped me off like I was bandaid  Easy and fast but with minimal aftermath feeling of pain  No warnings  No signs Just upright shoved me out of your life  Like I was a piece paper being balled up and thrown in…

  • Open Letter to my Future Husband

    My Love I’m sorry it’s taking me forever to heal myself. I’m sorry it’s taking so long to get to you. Forgive me for dishonoring you and paying attention to all these other relationships that never served me well. Please baby forgive me for wasting my time in things that don’t add value to our…