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🕯️ About the Castle I am the castle. These halls creak with memory. Some walls have wept. Some still do. Each room you enter here each piece of writing—is something I couldn’t keep inside any longer. My thoughts live like dust in the corners. My stories breathe through the cracks. You’re not just reading… you’re wandering through me. You’ll find: Diary pages dressed up as poems Holy things broken and glittering on the floor Flirty whispers tucked between grief There is pain here. But there is also hope. Somewhere between the ache and the softness, the candle never quite goes out. If you’ve come looking for something quiet and real—welcome. I won’t give you answers. I’ll give you rooms. Some may be locked. Some might know your name. Stay a little while. Or longer.
Meant for More

Meant for More

I miss my husband.
The warmth of him,
The steadiness,
The kind of love I was meant to grow in.

I want a man’s love
But not just any love.
A Godly man’s love.
One that sees me.
One that honors me.
One that stays.

I’m so lonely.
Some nights it echoes like a prayer
I’m too tired to pray.
I feel I was meant
To be in a relationship.
I was meant
To be married.

And sometimes…
I hate her, myself
Maybe not fully
But enough to feel it sting.
Enough to wonder if she’s part
Of what took that love from me,
Or kept it away.

There’s a silence in my chest
That used to be filled with laughter,
A bed that feels like absence,
A life that feels paused.

I wasn’t made for this kind of alone.
But I’m still here,
Still breathing,
Still hoping.

Even in the ache.

Have you felt so lonely you can’t breathe? Lmk


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