I want space.
A breath.
A break.
But today — July 25th —
I’m unbelievably tired.
Under fire.
Spiritual warfare like fog in my lungs.
No peace.
Not since he got into a relationship.
Grief cracked my chest open.
I don’t want to stay here.
it’s not healthy
Not for my mind or my soul.
I’m angry.
At her? Him?
The enemy.
Maybe even God.
I’m screaming.
No one hears.
I just want one day
Where the noise stops.
Where my heart isn’t a battlefield.


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